Office by Alex Penny
Hi, I'm Neshelle. *dances*
Don't judge me. >.<
バカメ！
Enjoyed the beginning of my 3day weekend with a #manipedi!! #memorialday #weekend #mcsalon #nails #toes #fiberglass #365 #day144
More eating tonight at #oz #koreanbbq for Noel’s birthday. Of course I was being an #alcoholic. #food #yumm #birthday #fatty #365 #day137
Celebrated my brother’s birthday at @benihanarestaurant!! Getting my drank on and falling in public. #alcoholics #lycheeblossom #redflower #lobstersteakdinner #365 #day136
You’re the reason why I have trust issues. You’re the reason why I would much rather stay in my room all day than to interact with my own family members. You’re the reason why I have no path in life. You manipulate everyone around you to get your way, and when someone figures you out and your control breaks, you make sure they have nothing left. Everyone else keeps their distance from you. Did you know that? You’re lucky Noel is bedridden. He’s the only one who can’t get away on his own. If he was well, he’d leave you too. You go back and forth between abuse and regret I don’t believe anything you say anymore. You call me a bitch, then say sorry five minutes later? Fuck that. You tell me to get out, then later you say it’s my choice if I want to leave? Fuck you. You say it’s okay for my pets to be here, and then cage them up in a cold garage because they’re not allowed to touch the carpet? Piece of shit liar. I blame you for everything that went wrong in my life. I blame you for all the opportunities I didn’t have. For Noel’s sickness. For mom’s stress. For my depression. I wish that you never met mom and got her pregnant. I would much rather not exist than to be around you any longer. Living with you these past few weeks made me realize how much I don’t love you. How much I resent you as a father. You are not my dad. And I promise you that you will not be invited to my wedding. You are not allowed to see my future family. You’re not allowed to come to my funeral! And I promise you that I will not come to yours. Not even to dance on your grave. Because I hate you that much.
Should be studying, but is instead playing #minecraft. I’ll start in an hour! Promise!! #procrastination #finalsweek #collegelife #365 #day133
#bottomlessmimosas with Maleka at #deveres! Finished a whole bottle ourselves! #alcoholics (at de Vere’s Irish Pub)
Earlier I made a quick pit stop at #dragatomi to pick up some gifts. #jakethedog #adventuretime #kendama #streetfighter #blindbox #sagot #vinylfigurines #favoritestoreever
Treated my mother to a #manipedi today as an early #MothersDay gift, and experienced my first! This will happen more often now. :) #firsts #365 #day131
Look at what my sister got me!! It’s so cute. A sign that I must go to the beach!!! He even has a big beach hut! #beach #domo #surprisepresent
A girl gets bored when her friends are obsessed with Injustice…see @wabaffet I can make different faces. #hanging #selfie #crosseyed #silly #eww #365 #day129
I have no idea how red hair dye on red hair can give me black hair!! That’s what I get for getting bored, I guess. #hair #hairdyeaddict #redhair #nomore #darkhairisbetteranyways #365 #day127
Had a nice spontaneous outing with some of my #besties. Saw Sarah at GOOD today too! It was a fun Sunday. #vinylfigurines #firestonepublichouse #mocktails #365 #day125
Having a staring contest with my baby on the staircase while we wait for the locksmith… I am so upset at myself for locking my keys in my room. Fuuuh #idiot #lockedout #upset #theregoesmydayforerrands #365 #day124
Had such a fun day at #sactomofo6!!! Ate such good food and hung out with my friends and little sibs. Found some old friends too! And later we saw the cutest kitten at Petco! I wanted to adopt it and name it Taco… #kojakitchen #siblings #friends #hangout #365 #day117
#SactoMoFo6 today in Downtown Sac! About to get a burger from #KojaKitchen
